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Feb. 6th, 2009 | 08:53 pm
I'm feeling:: stressed stressed
I'm listening to: Dear Diary

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Pretty pretty boy of mine.

Feb. 5th, 2009 | 08:02 pm
I'm feeling:: optimistic optimistic

You say that love is nonsense
I tell you it is no such thing
For weeks and months it is a steady physical pain
an ache about the heart
never leaving one
by night or by day
a long strain on one's nerves like toothache or rheumatism
not intolerable at any one instant
but exhausting by its steady drain on the strength.

I am prepared to flunk my POA. I don't even know how to do it. Off to Tiong with Jasmine after school. A while later, home to study(: Did assessment books for math(4E) and chinese(4E). I suck at chinese close passage. 4/10): but good in comprehension(: Dad cooked again. I (L) Dad's cooking.

My Right Arm hurts! Think I sprained it):

That BLOODy Hair Clip I bought from BugisJunction spoiled, sucky! I just bought it! My hairs is like shit! (especially in the morning) I need a new hairstyle! Change to? But I want to gow much longer! )))))))))))))))): HOW???????????


Where did you went to yesterday?
● School.
Where was your display pict taken ?
● Lift
Where do you sleep ?
● Room
Do you often say fcuk ?
● Ask my friends then. HAHA
Who did you know last seen ghost ?
● ?
Ever seen unicorn ?
● no
Who's your last bf ?
● Noone
Do you like anyone in your class ?
● No, I'm straight.
Who did last call you or you call ?
● Adeline call me.
Where do you want to go fr honeymoon?
● No idea?
Do you know what does ashiteru means ?
● i love you
Do you know of anyone who mixed with malay ?
● My classmates are? So is sort of.
Do you lyke eating sweets ?
● The only thing I do in class?
Where would you like to live in?
● A bigger house
Ever hugged a monkey b4?
● No
Do you know of anyone who is blind?
● Partially blind
Who do you always chat with?
● Eveyone?????
Who are you angry with?
● Not really.
Who's thh last person to make you laugh?
● Forget?
Do you say to a certain someone ily everynight ?
● No
Who last cried?
● ?
What do you lyke to watch at night?
● Horror Movies.
What would you lyke to say to your sis?
● STOP WEARING MY ORANGE SLIPPERS AND CANDIGAN!!!!!!!!!


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Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

Feb. 4th, 2009 | 10:01 pm
I'm feeling:: lazy lazy
I'm listening to: Pretty Boy


I walked beside the evening sea,
and dreamed a dream that could not be.
The waves that plunged along the shore said only:
"Dreamer, dream no more!"

Wanted to study POA when I reached home, but I was too tired and sleepy, so decided to take a nap. Wake up at 7pm. Quickly read up  on POA, think should can pass the test tmr?. Bless me.  I've been feeling sleepy in class, due to the lack of sleep. I need to sleep early tonight.

Self note: Follow the study plan closely. No more "Tmr!"

To Double K: Bon voyage.

I lie awake at night
see thing in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
you know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy i love you
like i Never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy i do
Let me inside make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it a frame
And sometime i think i hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can i say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy i love you
like i Never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy i do
Let me inside make me stay right beside you

Oh my pretty pretty boy i love you
like i Never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy i need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy i do
Let me inside make me stay right beside you

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If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.

Feb. 3rd, 2009 | 06:50 pm
I'm feeling:: annoyed annoyed

When I listen to the song that you used to ask me to download, it made me think of you, my friend. All the lyrics made me think about the past. Do I treat you as a friend or stranger? Recently saw you, I don't feel like I know you. Maybe you are a stranger, a passer by that comes and goes, someone that I don't need in my life. Or should I say I no need friends anymore. I had become the old me whose heart is heavy, cold and no longer feel. Thanks to those who hurt me deeply. If not, I won't hurt and learnt those countless lesson by the hard way. I am no longer that stupid to believe in this cruel world. I am not trying to be emo here, what I feel is just a lesson learnt by paying the high price. I swear I won't fall in the trap anymore. Friends aren't important. Money is in fact the most important. Call me matertialistic I don't care cause what I said is the truth. Nothing will work out without money. Yes, I see money vey important. I had lost trust completely in human being. Neither will I trust nor believe. Money is safer and have more sercurity than friends. I no need labels. It is just superfical. I use eye to see, no ear to hear.

Went Tiong with Lynette to popular to buy guide books and buy the steamboat's ingredients. Home to have steamboat. Nice((((((: Photo for ytd. Cannot upload, only one.

 

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The love you take is equal to the love you make.

Feb. 2nd, 2009 | 07:37 pm
I'm feeling:: blank blank


It's time that I go
I gotta stop running,it’s been a long road
I'm tired and exhausted, I'm weak
But you already know
I've loved you and still do
Can't make you love me
Like I love you
Saying Goodbye to the envision of us
Goodbye so we can move on
Without getting hurt.


 
Today, I got the first warming point letter for the 4 years in StMargaret. (See, how guai am I?) Now then I know unless you get the letter, you will not receive warming point. In the past 3 years, the teachers and the prefect lied to me, cause they said only, never give me form so I only got one now for the CCA. Went for CCA today -,= Darm slack. Nothing to do de. (Arranged book for one row only,See Year book) Stay for 1 plus hr. Camwhored in Ladies with Double K. Home at 5. I am lazy to study again.(2nd day) I don't like to study on the days that I went home late and especially Friday when I will lazed my day off. Photo(s) up after Kellice upload.
Chest pain badly again for the past few days): & again it happened after months. It hurts more when I talked, breathe deeply and laugh. Sigh. Tonight got tua, but parents don't allow me to follow them go, cause start at 11 plus and end at 1 plus am. Sad sia, I haven't been going since very long ago(Last was CNY's eve but not long, went off le.) and cannot get ang bao))))))))))):
Yes, I am saying you in the Ladies. Aren't you a bimbo? Unifom altered til so short, must well don't wear?

LeiTing 'MUMMY' go in for 2 YEARS sia))))))))): So long later we will meet again. MUMMY, will miss you, wait for you to come out and go class gathering again. Take care. Don't get yourselves into trouble anymore.



P/S: I need to buy assessment book. (POA, Science(s), Chi)

Porm Star / Slut / Prostitutes? You decide.

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Love never dies of starvation, but often of indigestion.

Feb. 1st, 2009 | 08:13 pm
I'm feeling:: full full

Today went Delia's house. Went off to Bugis with Adeline to buy her backpack. Saw Damian, Dajing and some other people (? names) Home at 6pm. Went dinner at some coffee shop near Tiong. Had curry fish head. NICENICE!!!!!!!(((((: I am lazy to blog or should say no more motivation to. Shall upload photo(s).

CNY 2nd day!



Ytd at market.







(Today's)


 
Tmr school): Rmb Bring thermometer!!!!!

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Jan. 30th, 2009 | 04:46 pm
I'm feeling:: tired tired
I'm listening to: 同一個遺憾

For all sad words of tongue and pen,
the saddest are these, 'It might have been."

P/S:Just came back from school. I am lazy to bathe and study now. Practically lazy to do everything except using the com?

Brought food to school and again I forget to bring money. How smart can I be?
Chinese teacher asked me whether I want to take O level chinese this year? No, my chinese drop alot! Ms Lim sort of scolded me for my careless mistakes for the recent worksheets. She said that if this happened to other people, she won't scold them and will just leave a note to them. She doesn't expect me to be so careless cause last year I didn't make careless mistakes. She think maybe cause I was too distracted when I sit at the back of the class. Afterall, I was shift to the front of the class after the re-arrangement. Maybe I will not be so distracted later? I was quite high for POA, due to no reason? We were laughing like nobody's business about everything and anything.  I shoot the teacher loudly for her untidy words as I sat at the back of the class *Changed seat during POA* so the whole class heard it. She doesn't care, neither am I. Was sleeping during Chapel. Woke up before the start of ETC. Thanks to WeiHan's massage, I was not sleepy anymore. The hall was noisy during it, so the whole school got scolding. Look for MsKaur for the warning point. I still got a warning point because I didn't make an effort to check what is my CCA after the close down of my Ex CCA that lead me to not attending Library since last year.  Went library meeting. (I'm officially in this cca. *Forced*) Anyway, it is just few months later and sec 4NA will be suspended from CCA for N level. Shall go and bathe now cause I stink? Going to Delia's house on Sun to bai nian. 

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Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.

Jan. 29th, 2009 | 07:05 pm
I'm feeling:: disappointed disappointed
I'm listening to: CNY Songs?


When you call, I stop breathing.
When you are gone, my heart can't stop bleeding.
 
So full after eating 2 bowls of rice. Can't help it, cause Daddy's cooking is marvelous and somemore got Ladyfinger. Later shall study POA!

Was late for school, bad start for the day. Was called to see Siti again. Actually knew it, PoaTeacher sure complain. She has no guts but only knows how to complain, don't dare to scold us directly. I won't write the letter to you, I don't let you in to know me. I didn't promise you, you forced me to. I attitude her all the way, All she know is scold us loudly in the parade ground, is like eveyone is looking at us. -,= Don't threaten me that you are going to call our parents. 我不吃这套. Anws, my parents know that I show no respect to teachers. So I don't really care. I don't think I am wrong as she is letting the class to do work, we were joking while doing our work. I don't see any wrongs in it. This totally spoils my mood, later chinese teacher also. -,= And the CCA thingy, I don't even know I am in library and I don't wish to be in too. The rest of the day is sort of spoils too.

Since you are my friend, you should accept me for what I am. I am already what I am before you know me. I am disappointed by your action. I thought you all know me well, but actually you don't. Again, I had proven that NO FRIENDS FOREVER or BEST FRIENDS. Somehow or someday, friends will backstab or betray you. Friends should not gossip about each other and accept them for who they are. If you are unhappy with me, tell me straight. That's no point telling others cause they can't change me. This is my character. Everyone is imperfect. Don't expect me to be what you want me to be. It is my choice whether I want to change anot even after you told me. If you can't stand me, let's just put a full stop to this 'friendship' and  go on in separate way.

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When you break up, your whole identity is shattered. It's like death

Jan. 28th, 2009 | 07:16 pm
I'm feeling:: pensive pensive
I'm listening to: 你我他



Everything happens to you for a reason.
The hard times that you go through build character,
making you a much stronger person.

Gastric ache badly. The result of not eating a proper for the past 2 days. As you know is Cny, so obviously eat steamboat. I've been eating for two meals but I did not eat rice only veggie, mushroom, soup and etc. I just ate fishball noodle for dinner. After I ate, I felt like shit-ing and puking. I can’t even sit up straight.

Thrown off the class during POA as the teacher said 'Since you all are not interested, please leave the class.' At first, I don't really care, so continue copying the work. Adeline was like forget it la, go out la. After the teacher sort of raised her voice. Go out lor, was having fun chit chatting and looking at others. I don't listen in your class anyway. I don't know what the F you talking about. Some Alien langagues I guess. So far, what I know of POA is all last year work taught Indam and some this year by Geraldine. I really hope Indam can come back and teach us. If not, our result will drop like human committing suicide.

Was studying since just now. (Physics, SS, Chem.) Just sort of done with my CME presentation.

Oh ya. today is the late(est) I woke up. 6.40am(: Since daddy sent me to school, I shall make good use of it. He also fetched me home(: Hope he does that tmr! But is quite tiring for him. See first, I am old enough to bus to school/home myself(:
 

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Trust no more

Jan. 27th, 2009 | 03:30 pm
I'm feeling:: depressed depressed

Currently at aunt's house.
Where had the atmosphere gone?
Where had they gone to?
I'm not going to find the answer to the questions in my heart. 
Tmr school, shall continue with my studies and heck all those unnecssary things

 

Edited @ 11.46pm
Back from Aunt's house. Bathe finish. Watched 小娘惹大团圆. Counted ang bao money. darn little. Childhood's Cny and now is totally different. Somehow I hope I can go back to the past, but still hope I can grow up quickly. I know I am contradicting.

I shall work hard to achieve my goal of the year and not going to bother about those unnecssary thinking.

Study Study Study.
8 months to go.

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